Oh...the irony.

Lately it has seemed like the weather has followed up with my emotional state. It was sunny and warm just the way I liked it just a few days ago, for the past week I was actually happy and I could feel that things were getting better. But yesterday was one of the hardest days I’ve had this year, and as I was crying, it was raining. Now, this morning I woke up to the snow of freezing over my heart and trying to push though all the infidelities. I’m not quite sure how it’s possible that it could be snowing on the 24th of May, but I guess it is Utah, and Utah is just about as bipolar as life itself!

Another irony I couldn’t help but notice this morning is that both my boyfriend and I had an extremely shitty day Sunday, and they both had to do with our fathers. The only things that differed were our experiences. As we both suffered from trying to keep ourselves together, we eventually held each other tight and tried to fall asleep… it’s funny how both of us, at 15, could grow up through such traumatic circumstances.

Today’s subject is both negative and important to think about… how connected are we to nature? Do we effect each other or something in-between like the Moon and the Earth does to the tides? What about zodiacs and horoscopes? Are we effected by the stars outside our atmosphere or even by the weather or happenings around the world? Or are we on our own? What experiences have you had to relate to this subject and what supports your conclusion about these questions?